In this life we all make the
choices that seem prudent to us in our daily lives. Each of us is the product
of innumerable decisions and influences, some forced upon us and others
discovered for ourselves over the long and wavering course of our lives. We are
all travelers in a long, trail-less wilderness, carving for ourselves a path
based on instincts and hunches and following the ways laid before us by others.
That is our life, and few, if any of us, know where we are heading or have any
idea what we are doing.
That
is the truth wrapped up in Jesus’ words as they raised him on the cross at Golgotha. “Father, forgive them; for they do not know
what they are doing.” If those were only words for a people long ago and completely
unaware of the Savior of the world living in their midst it would be one thing,
but a part of us knows better than that. They are timeless words whose edge
cuts through the annals of history to this day. Father, forgive us, because we
don’t know what we are doing. In the midst of a world debating complex issues
of life and death, love and hate, freedom and temperance: Father, forgive us
for we don’t know what we are doing. When faced with criticism; when we are no
longer open to debate; when our faith is tired and waning, Father, forgive us.