Boundaries… when I read the commandments about coveting I think about boundaries.
These commandments are so vital, because obviously none of us can come away
from them feeling justified. All of us covet things—we all want things we can’t
have. Often these are silly little desires, easily forgotten, but sometimes
these things gnaw away at us, and other times they wreck us completely.
There are a lot of tricks to deal
with coveting, which runs hand-in-hand with addiction. Some of these methods
are good: prayer, meditation, service, and accountability groups to name a few.
But, at the end of the day, you have to figure out a way to erect healthy
boundaries between you and the thing you are coveting or you will fail, every
single time.
I can’t tell you how often I’ve
heard people tell me they just need to be strong, just need to get through this
rough stretch, just need to work harder. Inevitably, they come back feeling
like a failure. The heart is not so easily conquered by our willpower. You
can’t combat your deepest, darkest desires on your own. You just can’t. Believe
me, I’ve seen plenty of people try.
Coveting is so insidious, because it
makes us make all sorts of excuses about a thing. It’s that little devil on our
shoulder telling us exactly what we want to hear. It’s not about the truth,
because the truth is that road leads only to more pain and suffering down the
road, but it feels like the truth.
More than that, it feels good.
However, the commandment doesn’t
just tell us not to follow through on our coveting; it tells us not to covet in
the first place. A person can take this two ways: 1. It can feel like an
impossible burden, because how do you stop the coveting before it happens? Or
2. It can feel like an incredible relief, because it forces us to look for the
thing that will actually save us from these feelings that are completely out of
our control.
It’s about boundaries.