Sunday, September 9, 2018

The stinky church


I want to tell you today about the stinky church. Strangely, it’s the story of a boat.
Now, there are a lot of boats in the Bible. Jesus falls asleep in one; Peter jumps out of another; the baby Moses floats in his own kind of basket-boat in the Nile, but no boat is quite as famous as the ark. The big one. It is this boat that so captures our imaginations.
            It’s also a tough one to preach on Rally Sunday, to be honest, having seen the state of us, God decides he’s seen enough. Get rid of it all! Let’s start over! If you’re hoping God doesn’t come to a similar conclusion today, then you really have to hope that God doesn’t have Twitter. At the last second, stopping short of obliterating the human race, God gives us a boat. He gives it to Noah, but that boat just keeps floating, even to today.
            That boat is the church.
Now, when I say that, I want to point out that this isn’t some radical, millennial pastor off-the-wall thought. Boats have been a sign of the church for as long as there has been a church. In fact, many sanctuaries have been constructed to look like an upside-down ship. If you’ve ever been in a church with flying buttresses and a large curved ceiling, there’s a decent bet that the architects had a boat in mind in the construction.
Also, you know, “Jesus, Savior, pilot me… over life’s tempestuous seas.” That kind of thing.
            On Rally Sunday, we come back together as the church, floating in this boat together, some of us having left it for the better part of the summer to, you know, enjoy time in your other boat. So, you return refreshed, or guilty, or maybe both. Others of you have been here all along, waiting for fall so the pews could fill back up a bit, eager to lighten that load of coins accumulating over the summer when we get to Noisy Offering. Still others are not here even yet, and we might see them on Christmas Eve or at a funeral, or maybe never.
I want to start by acknowledging something that we don’t often say enough as the church: It is hard to be here. There are so many other things begging for your time. If you have young kids, you certainly don’t get much out of the church service. You probably aren’t even hearing me right now, because you have one eye on the child with the marker trying to color the pew, and your nose is otherwise occupied, wondering if that smell is your baby’s diaper or just the person in the pew in front of you. Others of you find it hard to be here for different reasons—perhaps because retirement means freedom you haven’t experienced since childhood; you can travel, you can go to the lake. When else are you going to take advantage of that?
            It’s hard to be here, but the thing I want to say, even more strongly, is that it’s also hard to not be here, and the reason I say that is because, without the church, you have to convince yourself of a promise bigger than yourself on your own. And. That. Is. Rough. If you don’t hear the Gospel preached, not just by the pastor in the funny robe, but in the voices of children singing, and the organ playing, and the messiness that is corralling nine-year-olds and ninety-year-olds and putting them in the same place when one can’t hear at all and the other wants to hear about nerf guns. If you don’t come into the boat, then convincing yourself that there is good news is all-but impossible. We need the church, because even though it’s a mess, it is the only boat we have in a flooded sea.
            Shane Claiborne puts it this way in Irresistible Revolution. He says, “The church is like Noah’s ark. It stinks, but if you get out of it, you’ll drown.”
That’s the tension of Rally Sunday, of this scripture, of this church—all the people here, and those not here. The church stinks. Never have I been more disgusted with the church than I have been reading about abuses of power like what we’re seeing again in the Catholic Church, but it’s not just about us/them, because no matter the tribal allegiances we cook up, in the end we are all the body of Christ. We make far too much about people transferring between churches when it’s like moving down the street in the kingdom of God—to move from Lutheran to Catholic to Episcopalian to Covenant to Assemblies, you aren’t leaving town; it’s still the one stinking boat. And, yes, I’d like to believe that the ELCA does a better job than other churches of holding leaders accountable to appropriate boundaries, but we all know it isn’t perfect and it only takes one instance—one person—for the whole deck of cards to come crashing down and for trust to be destroyed, perhaps never to be rebuilt. Power corrupts pastors and Sunday School teachers, even those with no official authority but who still represent the church to somebody on the outside. She is the church. He is the church. And I can’t accept being a part of that.
            The boat stinks, the church stinks, because the rot of sin is everywhere. We look like a bunch of hypocrites to anybody who assumes that what we’re doing here is talking about how rosy we smell. They know that’s a bunch of—in the words of a seminary professor of mine—male bovine fecal matter. They know this, because they know what you were like when you were nineteen—they remember!—they remember how much you stank, and now you’re in church! If only the pastor knew the stories! This is why people apologize when they swear in front of me and then one of their friends awkwardly introduces me to them as “Pastor Frank.” They apologize because in their eyes, whether they realize it or not, they believe that the church is pretending not to stink. If peoples’ dominant understanding of the church is a place where people come because we are so faithful and #blessed, then the hypocrisy will be overwhelming.
            But here’s the thing about Noah and the ark: The only thing that’s going to save anybody is that stinking boat. It’s going to carry us to Jesus, but it’s going to stink the whole way, kind of like the place Jesus was born, and, frankly, the place where he died. So, we’re stuck on this stinky boat of a church, surfing the waves with stinky animals and stinky people, who are also animals and remind us of that fact often. So, you might be wondering how it is that we attract people to this wonderful ship that we are on.
            I tell you what we don’t do: We don’t sell people on the lie that the church is a luxury yacht. In fact, you don’t sell the church at all. Instead, you point out to people: “You know, by the way, you are drowning, and yeah, it smells like a combination of cattle barn and boys locker room over here, but, seeing as you have no other options, maybe come aboard for a moment.”
            The boat stinks—the church is not what we imagine it could be, but it’s all we’ve got. The rest is just flood waters. So, if you’re on the outside, come listen to the good news, no matter the stench of the people preaching it. And if you’re on the inside, don’t pretend it smells like roses over here. It’s OK to be who we are: stinky people in a drowning world.
            The ark is messy. That beautiful rainbow is just a hint of the promise that persists even through death. We may get on the ship and think it’s going to be a pleasure cruise toward that rainbow until we see that God just keeps sailing us further—from the rainbow to the cross. Come, stinky church, come and die, God says. Then, and only then, on Easter morning, are we bathed in something that can remove this stench; we’re not there yet, but we’re listening for it in the good news preached by children singing, in babies being born, in funerals, in weddings, in Sunday School and lessons never learned, in the sacraments, which are mysterious, even as they scare us with their gravity, and make us nervous that we’re doing them wrong even though they are manifestations of grace, and in the counter-cultural awareness that we are not the ones who will save ourselves. This is the kind of business that the stinky church is up to. God, doing God things, while we stink the place up.
Thanks be to God.

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