I love the Israelites. They invented
the “good old days.” Remember how great it was back in Egypt? Didn’t
we tell you we wanted to stay in Egypt? We told you this would never
work, Moses. We have always stayed in
Egypt.
We tried to leave Egypt
before and it didn’t work; it never works. Please allow us to go back to Egypt… please,
pretty please?
Has anybody ever heard anything like this?
These
were slaves. They were in slavery in Egypt—there’s
no way to spin it otherwise. Never minimize our ability to delude ourselves
into thinking that the past was better than it was. Remember the good old days?
Yeah, sure, we were worried about getting drafted into the war, and the family
farm was barely making enough food to feed us (let alone anybody else), but it
was a simpler time then—a better time. The church was filled with kids—never
mind that they were only there because there was literally nothing else to do
and their parents would do things to them if they didn’t go that today would be
illegal. People weren’t more faithful back in the day—they were more bored and they
were more scared; and maybe not all of that was so bad, but better? Was it
really better?
Many of you
remember those days because you lived through them. Today we are afraid of
terrorism… then we were afraid of communism. Today we are afraid of dwindling
numbers of people… then we were afraid that we couldn’t support the people that
we had. Today we are afraid that our church no longer matters in our culture…
then we were afraid that our church had too much stake in our culture. Every
age has its advantages and disadvantages, but certain times—like the Israelites
on their way out of Egypt—we
delude ourselves into thinking something that clearly isn’t true. Egpyt was never the “good old days.”
The
history of God’s people contains many of these stories. It seems like every new
generation of people believes themselves to be better than the last, and each
generation—when the time comes to pass off to another generation—refuses to
believe that it can be anything but downhill from there. It’s amazing how we
celebrate the Civil Rights Movement and the American Revolution and the Voting
Rights Act and the Reformation and the Enlightenment and any number of seminal
events in our collective history because of the hard work of people bettered
the world, and then we honestly believe that what we need is to go back to
something that’s worked in the past. Our past needs to remembered and, where
appropriate, celebrated, but not re-created.
Now,
don’t get me wrong—there are challenges today. Technology does not solve all
our problems; in fact, it creates all sorts of new ones. It’s not that
everything gets better over time or that every new generation is better than
the last. We are all floating down a river that began before us and will run
its course to the sea long after we are gone, and we are all shaped by that
river and in turn we influence what that river will look like downstream, but trying
to swim upstream will change nothing for where we are today. A river is never
the same. The further you get downstream often the bigger and scarier it is,
but you can’t go back. There’s no way to bring that smaller stream back; we
have to deal with the water we are given.
Again,
like three weeks ago, water is our illustration du juor. Moses, with his people
grumbling and ready to throw him into the sea so that they can go groveling
back to Pharaoh begging for forgiveness, strikes the ground with his staff and
the water parts. In a single act, Moses shows his people that God is directing
them forward into the unknown; not backwards into a past that is known but
future-less. God wanted more than slavery for his people; even if they didn’t
know the difference.
Then,
when the people cross the sea with the Egyptians in their wake, God tells Moses
to do something terrible—to strike the ground with his staff once more so that the
sea swallows the Egyptian army whole. The parallels with the flood and Noah
echo on the winds. The way forward is not only scary—it requires some dying to
the past. But so important for all of us is that God goes before us. It is not
our plans that matter; it is God’s future we are trying, and sometimes failing,
to live into.
The
grumbling of the Israelites doesn’t end after the Red Sea.
Many times they remind Moses of how great life was back in Egypt, talking
of the good food and the jobs—everyone had a job, Moses! 0% unemployment.
That’s the economic boon that is slavery. And each time Moses throws up his
hands—he can’t believe anybody would be so naïve, but they are. We are. At
least we are when the future is murky and present is kind of scary.
Next
week we will pick up this story with Moses on Mt. Sinai
receiving the Ten Commandments. The people need rules, and they prove this
point by making a golden calf to worship while Moses is up the mountain. But
the reason they need rules is because of this fear that overtakes them time and
again. It’s scary being the first—the first to press into the wilderness, to
not know for certain where tomorrow will take you; the first to get to
determine a future for themselves. It’s much more comfortable to stay where you
are. But I’m hard pressed to find any example in scripture or among our
cultural heroes who stays where they are. We are a people who go. And that’s
what Israel
finally had to do. They went. They grumbled and dragged their feet, but they
went.
There’s
a model for us. Grumble if you like. Drag your feet all you want. But God is
leading us forward, and it’s scary, and things will be different. That’s a
promise. We will honor the past but resist the urge to re-create it. We will be
God’s people, as best we can. This is our mission. It’s our calling as
Christians. We’ve walked through the water and stand on the farthest shore. The
question—the question facing all of us—as we stand looking back at the life
behind us, is what do we need to drown—what do we need to put to death? And
what do we look forward to now?
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