Sunday, July 30, 2017

Beating the "Yeah, buts...": A brief word on unity

Ephesians 4:1-16

There is one body, one Spirit, one calling, one Lord, one faith, one baptism, one God and Father of all… yeah, but…
            Isn’t that always the response: Yeah, but…
            Maybe you’ve seen that meme of Jesus preaching the Sermon on the Mount, saying “Love one another as I have loved you” and the people saying, “Yeah, but…” What if… what if people aren’t worthy… what if they make poor choices… and Jesus says, “Did I stutter? I’ll start over and let me know where I lose you.” Love one another.
            In Paul’s letter to the church in Ephesus, this book we have called Ephesians, every chapter it seems is on unity. Be unified. Don’t divide. Don’t break apart. There is only one Spirit, one God, one baptism, etc, etc, so you need not be divided by anything.
            “Yeah, but…” the people say.
            Yeah, but what if they are Republicans and I’m a Democrat?
            Yeah, but what if they believe in infant baptism and I believe you have to choose to be baptized?
            Yeah, but what if we believe differently about homosexuality?
            Yeah, but what if we believe differently about women serving in leadership in the church?
            Yeah, but what if we have different practices around communion?
            Yeah, but what if we come from different ethnicities and have different cultural practices in our church?
            Yeah, but what if…
            I could go on and on, maybe I should. Yeah, but what if other people would want us to change who we are. Yeah, but what if they won’t get along with us.
            The great thing about Paul is that he has no time at all for the “yeah, buts.” He just tells the people that there is one God, one Spirit, one Lord, one baptism. That’s it.

Sunday, July 23, 2017

Grace is Offensive

Ephesians 2:1-22
The Gospel of the Lord! Ephesians 2. Wow. I love this passage.
“We were once children of wrath,” writes Paul, but “God made us alive together with Christ.” BY GRACE WE HAVE BEEN SAVED. AND IT IS NOT YOUR OWN DOING BUT IT IS BY THE GRACE OF GOD. Period. Full stop. You were children of wrath but God has saved you by God’s grace. You were dead but now you are alive. And it is not by your works, your effort, your prayers, your trying or your doing; it is not because you’re awesome or even because you’re just “not terrible,” but it is God’s grace that resurrects you—that makes you rise from the ashes of all that separates you from God and from your fellow human beings. Because of this, Paul tells us that we are created in Christ Jesus for good works, so that while our works do not save us we were nevertheless created to be and do good—to be little Christs to the world. This is the best of all worlds: We are saved by grace so that we need not feel the burden of sin, wondering if we are OK after all, because Christ has given us that promise that there is nothing that can separate us from his love—not least anything we can do to ruin it. Then, because we are always wondering what then, Christ turns around and says, “Since you are saved by grace… since you have this promise that you are a resurrected phoenix of a human being… now you are created to do good for the world. Now, you are disciples. So go out and make the world a better place!”

Friday, July 7, 2017

Mission-Service-Servant

We just finished an inter-generational "mission" trip to the Twin Cities this past week, and over the course of our time together I began to ponder what it is that we are really doing on these trips. Is it a mission trip? A service trip? Something else? Over the years I've pondered this a good bit and so I'd like to share some thoughts on the differences between these words and what I believe these trips really are at their best.

Mission
Our trips are typically called "mission" trips. This is a longstanding tradition both of this and many other churches rooted in Matthew 28:19-20, "Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything that I have commanded you." Mission is loosely equivalent in this sense with evangelism--i.e. telling people about Jesus and helping them to convert to the faith.

This may be a noble goal, but in the 21st century things look a lot different than in the first. In the first century Christians were the minority, largely persecuted, and wholly without political power. To compare Christians in the western world today with Christians in the time of Paul is naive. Things have changed dramatically. That doesn't mean that Jesus' words don't matter or aren't true--I believe they very much are--but it does mean we have an added level of responsibility when it comes to how we do mission. History has laid bare the terrible repercussions of Christians (both well-intentioned and not) who have traveled to places across the globe in the name of spreading Christianity only to enslave or destroy civilizations by uprooting the social structures, turning children against parents, pushing people off their land, or literally taking people as slaves, all in the name of the gospel.

The shadows of colonialism loom over every mission that the church undertakes and the power dynamics change everything. As people who have a good deal of power by virtue of wealth, health, and various structures that maintain our quality of life, we have to check ourselves when we go out into the world to tell people about Jesus. Are we doing this for them or for us? Are we controlling them to get the response we want?

These are questions for travel abroad but also at home. When we go on trips in the United States we pick out places in need, but we have to check our motivation. The legacies of slavery loom over urban America; the long shadow of the Doctrine of Discovery falls on our native reservations. Are we just perpetuating more of the sins of the past?

Service
This brings me to the correction. Service. This is how much of the church has course-corrected from our past. No longer do some churches go on mission trips; rather, they go on service trips. The language-change is obvious. We aren't going to tell people about Jesus first but to do good things for people in need and if Jesus comes up all the better. I much prefer service to mission for this reason, but service trips have a downside to them as well.

Too many times I have seen service trips that are about going into certain places and providing a need--say, a house or a school or painting a house or whatever--that the people in that place don't actually want. Worse still, the group doing service may be taking work from people who are willing to do it in that place already. Service trips are sometimes--not always, of course--built on the same power structure that befalls mission trips. We become the saviors going into a place in need of saving. This is simply not how any of this works.

The problem with "service" trips is that they function out of the premise that we are going somewhere to share our blessings with those less fortunate than us. That sounds noble (who could possibly argue with it?), but the assumption that others are less fortunate can be unfortunate. Who says they are less fortunate? Them or us? What needs do they actually have? What do they want us to provide? Are we really welcome at all?

The reality is that short-term service trips don't always do a lot of good if the goal is to change a place for the better. It's not even that they're a drop in the ocean of need; it's that they might actually be misdirecting water from the ocean. They sometimes do more harm than good.

So what's left?

Servant
The differences between a "service" trip and a "servant" trip are subtle but I believe they are hugely important for the way we serve as the church. Whereas a service trip presupposes we are going to do some kind of work for somebody else, a servant trip is about simply going where we are sent, listening to those we encounter there, hearing their needs, their wants and desires, and finally asking, "What can we do for you?" only when the relationship is built. It's not assuming a need but it's being open and jumping in at the first opportunity when one arises.

Servant trips direct their compass alongside Mark 10:35-45 which reads:
James and John, the sons of Zebedee, came forward to him and said to him, ‘Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.’ And he said to them, ‘What is it you want me to do for you?’ And they said to him, ‘Grant us to sit, one at your right hand and one at your left, in your glory.’ But Jesus said to them, ‘You do not know what you are asking. Are you able to drink the cup that I drink, or be baptized with the baptism that I am baptized with?’ They replied, ‘We are able.’ Then Jesus said to them, ‘The cup that I drink you will drink; and with the baptism with which I am baptized, you will be baptized; but to sit at my right hand or at my left is not mine to grant, but it is for those for whom it has been prepared.’
When the ten heard this, they began to be angry with James and John. So Jesus called them and said to them, ‘You know that among the Gentiles those whom they recognize as their rulers lord it over them, and their great ones are tyrants over them. But it is not so among you; but whoever wishes to become great among you must be your servant, and whoever wishes to be first among you must be slave of all. For the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life a ransom for many.’
Greatness is being a slave by choice--choosing to be servants to the true master, not assuming what is to be done but going forth into the world to love on people so much that they ask you why. Why are you doing this? Then it becomes a moment for evangelism; for telling them why. You lead not with good deeds but with listening, with walking alongside, and you follow it up perhaps with service and lastly with evangelism. Servitude is giving up our expectations for the sake of those we are going to serve. It's what they want that matters; not what we want to do for them. Servitude works for the 21st century because it is about giving up the power that we have for the sake of others who may not be needy in the way we imagine after all. Our work might not have the fruits we imagine and it might be even less than a drop in the ocean of need, but it will do something entirely different that we never expected: it will change us. Sure, it might change others too, but in this backward world where Jesus says the least will be greatest you may be surprised to find that the real mission work that needs to be done is in your own heart and it takes getting out there to discover it.

Sunday, June 25, 2017

The (beautiful) math of Psalm 23

Psalm 23

            The 23rd Psalm is so ubiquitous; it’s so well-known; and it’s used in so many places and contexts that it’s hard on a Sunday morning during the summer with free reign to take it anywhere and everywhere to figure out from which angle to consider this Psalm. In the past, I’ve sung this Psalm with guitar around campfires and re-told the story of David, I’ve read this Psalm with a person who was dying, I’ve preached on this Psalm at a bunch of funerals, and it’s been read at many others. Besides that, the 23rd Psalm has been used in more pop culture references than probably any other verses in the Bible. You all know it—probably in the King James—so this is the opposite of most scripture: You know it and it’s dear to many of you.
            So, I’m going to dig deep today and try to show you something about this Psalm that you might find interesting. It has to do with everybody’s favorite subject—math—so you know it’s going to be good. OK, it’s not math but proportions and ratios. Did you know that authors who wrote in ancient Hebrew were often obsessed with numerology and ratios? And this is for a very straight-forward reason, actually. Every letter in ancient Hebrew was also a number; they didn’t have a separate system of letters and numbers like we do. So, as you might imagine, clever authors would often play with words and numbers to create some beautiful double-meanings (this is also proof that even in ancient Israel there were nerds, which helps some of us relate). If that doesn’t interest you, perfect, because I’m not going to talk about numerology with Psalm 23.What I am going to talk about with this Psalm is its ratios, or how ancient Hebrew writers would elevate certain verses based on their placement in the poetry.
            Shakespeare did this in English, too—really, every good author does this in one way or another—but ancient Hebrew is better suited on the whole for this kind of work than English because the words were meant to be chanted and so they had a bit of musical feel to them already, making emphasizing some parts of a phrase that much easier to do. For this reason, you will often find in the Old Testament that a part of a poem is emphasized based on its placement in the verse, and often the part that is emphasized most is precisely at the middle. Sometimes you can see this in English translations when certain words are stacked like a pyramid toward the central meaning of the verse and then the same words descend on the far side. Sometimes, like in the book of Jonah, you have Jonah uttering 39 words against God, and God responding with 39 words that put Jonah in his place. Today, in Psalm 23, like the Jonah example, you have structure that is not so obvious in English, but if you start counting the words in this Psalm you will find a remarkable thing. There are twenty-six Hebrew words to begin the Psalm and twenty-six Hebrew words to end the Psalm and smack-dab in the middle is one simple phrase that this Psalm is all about: “You are with me.” The 23rd Psalm is a pyramid leading us to chant aloud: “You are with me.”

Saturday, June 17, 2017

Deliverance Psalms and the Bedrock of Faith

Psalm 13

I have a couple of strongly differing opinions on Psalms of deliverance like Psalm 13. One is that I think I really like these Psalms because they feel incredibly honest to me. They start, like Psalm 13 starts, by asking “How long, O Lord? Will you forget me forever?” That’s a brutally honest question that one part of me rather likes. But the other side of me trembles at these Psalms because I feel like many people—perhaps most people—hear this not as some honest, beautiful prayer of vulnerability but as some kind of affront to their piety. It feels like doubt and doubt feels to us like the opposite of faith. I think we are at risk in our modern world of losing that sweet spot of vulnerability where we can pray prayers like this. I see plenty of examples of people who pray prayers of thankfulness or prayers of necessity, but prayers of trust in spite of the circumstances seem rarer. Perhaps this is because we are results-oriented people, so the idea of praying “How long, O Lord?” quickly turns to “I don’t believe in God because God has not answered me to my timely satisfaction.”
            For the writers of the Psalms trust in God is the bedrock of their lives. Because God is their certainty they feel free to pray anything and everything—they pray “How long, O God?” and they pray, “Defeat my enemies, O God” and they pray “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” They pray all this and so much more because God is not under debate—they are. They are more certain of God than they are of themselves. The modern problem is that we approach prayer, like we approach so many things in life, as a test of what is true in the world. God is very much under debate and often we are not. This is the opposite approach to those who wrote the Psalms.
            For the Psalmist sometimes prayer is simply yelling stuff at God, because to yell our barest emotions at God is still to acknowledge God first before ourselves; it’s OK to be upset with God, just not to decide, in a moment of crisis, that now is the time for a crisis of faith as well. It is much better to yell at God than to decide in the midst of turmoil that God doesn’t exist… that God doesn’t matter… that a truly just and merciful God would never allow this thing to happen to me. In the face of despair all the cracks in your façade will appear and the question of what you truly trust will rise to the top. The Psalms don’t have time to decide in what they put their trust; by the time it’s here it’s too late.

Sunday, June 11, 2017

Lutherans and Praise

Psalm 100

It was VBS time at Red River this past week and so it feels like a good time to talk about praise. Children do praise well. Of course, some kids are shy and some of them are afraid to stand in front of people, but the one thing kids do that adults often do not is they give it a shot. They try things. Often those things don’t work because kids aren’t always all that bright, but they try nonetheless. The adults in their lives—their parents, teachers, whomever—are constantly having to set boundaries because kids will try anything and everything. It’s why we put covers over light sockets and locks on the cleaning cabinet. Given the opportunity, kids will try it.
            I’ve spent a good deal of time recently pondering that bit in the Gospels about becoming like children. The last three Sunday scripture readings have, in different ways, left me considering the positive attributes of children’s faith. Today, talking about praise I feel the need to revisit this subject one more time because, let’s face it, adult Lutherans aren’t the best praise-ers. I was just at Synod Assembly the last two days and I can tell you that this is not specific only to Kittson County. The only swaying I saw in Moorhead was related to the 90 degree weather in the non-air-conditioned room. Heat stroke and praise are not the same thing. But it did get me thinking: What does it look like for Lutherans to do praise? Because I don’t think the only way to do praise is lifting up ours hands and saying, “Praise Jesus” half-aloud. I also don’t want to mock that, because if it’s earnest it’s good. I just wonder if we need praise, and if so, is that the only way? Because I have my doubts that many of us will ever do anything praise-ful if that’s what it is.
            That wondering about praise brought me back to children, because I watch Natalie when she’s into something religious—and she’s old enough now that she does sometimes get into prayers and church songs and whatnot. At VBS—at seven at night—maybe not so much but at other times she does. And when Natalie is doing song and dance she is doing praise, even if she doesn’t really understand the thing she is praising, and it’s exactly that realization that caused me to pause. She doesn’t really understand, I thought, but who among us does? Who among us really understands who and what it is that we are praising? More to the point, is praise about understanding at all? Isn’t praise a response to a feeling? Today is Trinity Sunday—Father, Son, Holy Spirit—who can wrap their head around that? Who really understands how all that works?
            The funny thing is if I ask Natalie, “Do you know what we’re doing when we’re praying?” She’ll say, “Yep!” And then she’ll stand there and wait for me to explain. It might be a bad sign that she already think she’s knows whatever I’m asking, but I’ll take it as a good sign that she at least waits for me to explain it after she’s said she knows. Anyway, again I found myself thinking, “Wait, isn’t that how the rest of us are too?” If I ask you, “Do you know what we’re doing when we’re praying?” You probably also think, “Yep!” And then you wait and ponder what that might mean, and maybe you even wait for me to say something to try to make it clearer. We aren’t so different from children. God is a mystery, and better yet, God only becomes more mysterious the more you study him and the more you wrestle with your preconceived notions of who God is. Praise comes in understanding that I don’t get it, but still I want to say “Thank you.” Praise is however we live out our feelings of gratitude.

Sunday, June 4, 2017

Hourglasses and time's fullness

Galatians 4:1-7

            Last week we heard from Paul who wrote in Galatians that there is no longer Jew or Greek, male or female, slave or free but all are one in Christ Jesus, so you are excused if you find it a bit strange that in the very next chapter in Galatians Paul begins by comparing children who are heirs to slaves. But that should also be a clue that Paul is making a point about who we are as human beings—that we were enslaved to sin even outside of our control, and so God sent Jesus to adopt us while we were still children. Still, this is a jarring metaphor. So, is the metaphor of being children. Mostly, we don’t like being called children. Sure, we can understand Jesus telling us we must become like children to enter the kingdom of God, but being like a child is different from being called a child. We don’t want to be slaves or children—can’t we just be adults?
            One way to understand Paul’s metaphors is to understand God’s time against our time. All of this has to do with time actually, specifically how our lives move forward from childhood to adulthood toward becoming an elder in your family or your community. We see time as a progression—a gradual expense that builds us into wiser, better people. We spend time, but Paul uses a slightly different metaphor for time. He says that time gets full. I find myself drawn to this metaphor in Galatians 4:4, which reads: “When the fullness of time had come, God sent his Son…” I find myself in wonder over the concept of time’s fullness. This is a metaphor that is hard for us in the 21st century when time is measured by our phones and watches—when time is told by arms moving around a clock-face or, more often, by numbers scrolling across a digital display. Time, for us, marks the next in a series of to-do list items, and so we imagine it’s always in short supply. We don’t talk about time’s fullness for one because we don’t use hourglasses anymore—even our board games that once had those little minute-glasses have been replaced with digital countdown devices that go tick-tock, tick-tock—but we also don’t talk about time’s fullness because we are so busy cramming things into our time that we don’t step back to consider the way that time can fill up rather than drain away. Our image of time is so often of running out, but God’s image of time is fullness. Sand accumulating, not sand spent.